Fried my brains today :)

Watching Mary Stayed out all night omg it is so awesome.
:) Jung In! I love him.
He is awkward in so many ways.
I sometimes feel like that..
Like i'm really awkward.
Dunno why.

I wonder what its like to love somebody who isn't a friend or family..
I don't even know how to express my love for them,
much less someone I might so called love in the future.
I love my mother so so so much I can just cry at the
thought of her not being part of my life,
but I still make her angry and sad from time to time.
Even though I love her with all my heart.
I love my friends but I can't express it to them.
I guess you can say i'm somewhat emotionally inhibited.
Feel an ocean of emotion but can only express one drop of water.
Kind of pathetic aye.

My dad always told me he loved me, like almost everyday.
But the things he did always felt so contradicting with his words.
Maybe that was when I kind of got immune to "I love you"
I can even count with my fingers the amount of times I said I love you
and looked into a person's eyes for more than 3 seconds with one hand.
Maybe even one finger because I don't even remember doing that before.
That three words is just too precious to say it out like that.
I think I might cry if I ever say them.
3 words but so chock full of emotion.



Don't know why I'm thinking so much today.
Must be very tired.
And a bit confused because I don't know what I am feeling.
But I'm feeling a lot.
Heard this on the radio today :)
Makes me feel like dancing around the room..

The guy in the video is so cute HAHAH!
Doing all those funny dance moves.
But I don't blame him
He's in looove!
Wouldn't wanna eat the pancakes tho.
He picked up the broken eggs from the floor and placed it into the batter!